Our breathe's short and rush,
For my tears have running dry,
I could just scream in silence,
This cup of tea is getting colder,
leaving couple of pages to help me go through the night,
words left behind, unspoken,
glancing through piece of photograph,
the memories inside seemed to undermine me,
like a rush of blood to the head,
it got me down and petrified.
Remember that day?
I've told you long time ago,
that these things are not going to end,
we met, we laughed, we held on fast,
and then we say goodbye.
it happens everytime.
We just can't hide.
What I want to tell you now,
is not how bad I feel about the sun's still shining,
or the bird's still singing the same old songs,
while I'm crying my hearts out.
I want to tell you that,
the life goes on,
it moves on,
and so do us.
But the feelings,
the memories,
of what we had in this chapter of our life,
what I remember about you,
will still be your gaptooth smile, and the way you make us laugh,
or how you'll still be bald, and let me tell you my friend, you'll never lose weight if you still eat like the way you did,
the way you always worry about how you look, and what people think about you,
and God knows why you care that much to be number one,
one day my friend, We won't give shit about those things that much anymore,
I was the one who couldn't even control my emotion,
and You can be the biggest self-centered narsisstic bitch,
but who cares?
I love you just the way you are.
and our songs,
the one we used to hum and sing,
on the streets, the room of the karaoke bar,
one day,
they'll all sing those songs.
I won't cry,
because I have to be the one who hands you a tissue and help you wipe your tears,
I won't break,
because I have to be the one who holds your hand and help you up, when you're falling.
I won't tell you when I feel bad,
because I have to make you feel better.
If they laughed at us, and tell how stupid We're,
they just don't understand,
and yes, my friend, We're stupid,
for We're young,
and they'll do exactly what we did, at their time, when they feel like they've find the right people.
and in the end my friend,
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
but I don't know how.
I guess, I'll just left it unspoken,
because there are some things those words can't say,
what's important is,
you know who you are,
and how you meant a lot to me.
To find another you, it's impossible,
but it's not the reason why I stop trying,
I just don't want to find another you, you're more than enough for me.
the time's come my friend,
I don't know what'll happen next,
but what I'm sure,
it's going to be great,
I won't wish you good luck,
cause you don't need any,
You're just great the way you are,
and I love it that way.
no soon before late,
I won't say goodbye,
I'll just say,
Til we meet again!
where, when? Who knows?
You tell me! :)
See you when I see you!
30 June 2009 at 02:16
in DYC room, with love and no tears.
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